4.22.2009

thinking..


....back on last year, i sure miss a lot.i miss mrs. robertson, i hated my class yet i enjoyed being in that class, cause we do crazy stuff and she would be okay with it. our ideas&dreams weren't out of range, because she believed we could achieve them just made it all better. i just miss those days. <3


also, i'm missing those ppg days ): we'd be walking around diamond bar, baking, making videos, just sit and talk, taking tons of pictures, laughing our butts off, and so much more. but now that im here in high school, we seem to be drifting. yeah, we still say we're here for each other, but we now hardly talk. i hate it. i just miss those good days.
i miss you, two <3
i guess high school is just meant to tear people apart to see who stays by your side and who leaves.
days are passing, time is limited.
this school year is almost over.
just 30 more days.
am i ready ?
i dont think so.
wish time would slow down, yet at the same time speed up faster.
would you believe it if i told you im scared.
im scared out of my mind right now.
hearts pumping fast.
heart beat is raising.
i dont think i can survive, but i'll say that in two years, and i probably still be alive -___x
anyways, two hours of dance at dellos feels super good.
but now im beyond tired&my legs are hurting.
-___-
i can't walk....im kinda sore.
oh my >< !
30 days of school left.
but im feeling like december.
and december was pretty bad.
maybe something good will happen ?!
really?
psh NO !
who am i kidding, lets just get this school
year over with, maybe it wont be as bad as i think.
...mmm no, it'll be pretty bad like every year.
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