12.31.2009

2009.

lets see, thinking back to 2009. going through all the pictures.
second semester of freshmen year. condition, homework, friends, dance.
sister's 22nd birthday. went to sadies. hung out with friends. a lot of crap happened. feeling like crap a lot. finished school, turned 15, lots of open gym&summer school. counting down to get permit. disneyland. school started. posterpaint, homecoming, halloween, more stuff. thanksgiving. new moon. bored. hung out with my sister&her friends alot. crap happened. lost a friend. kogi truck with shannon. hmm, miss teen taiwan; shannon fan. dance recital. apple bees. got tipsy. sister's friend's kickpack&party. went snowbaording. christmas (: up !<3 the cb&rihanna crap. mj died ): etc.
a lot happened this year. it either made me stronger or broke me down and i think it got it both.
i see even more now, i grew up. i think more and i worry even more. as much as i disliked this year. im also going to miss it. and yes time does fly, but everything happens for a reason. and you know what, its time to move on and just remember 2009 as a good year even if crap happened. 2010 im ready for you. time to make new year resolution !
and get ready to head out to party.
peace (:

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12.30.2009

snowboarding yesterday

was funn (:

on monday night, my sister&i went to 24/7 walmart and messed around buying stuff.
then went to apple bees to eat, then to treesa's house to sleep over. treesa took my sister & i to see that one trippy house in her neighborhood with the lights that had their own station synchronized. freaking crazy. then went back to her house and i read and did frankenstein til like 1-2 then we attempted to sleep but my sister and i end up not sleeping very much. then woke up at 5:20 in the morning, got ready, left treesa's at 5:45. in the car was my sister, treesa, alice&her boyfran, and i (: went to starbucks, everyone ordered a cold drink except treesa. outsider (: then went to eat breakfast at mcdonalds and continue our drive to summit. then we got there, was freeeeeeeeeeezing. went on bunny slope three times. then i heard my name being called and naoki saw me. and i was like hi and i called him a stalker (: then went on a bigger slope, fun fun. fell on my butt a lot and knees like three or four times. saw the cutest little kid in a snow suit and was all puffed up learning how to ski. and then we left. stuck in traffic, took forever, but finally back to treesa's. unpacked and stuff, erbody said bye and stuff. then went to get gas&wendys for dinner. came home, unpack quickly then went to open gym to play badminton. talked to jami. kept saying how i wanted to shoot people. i think im pmsing agian, but i jst ended. whatever. and i need another crap day with jami. now feeling like crap again and again. oh joy.

still got to finish stupid extra credit for math, frankenstein, and french final D:<
then type up permission slip.
I FEEL FAT, i need to seriously start running. freakin.
this blog was somewhat random. havent blogged in a while.
ahekaehwkahekjahwehawjhuherhkjher freakin ay. i wish school ended. or i wish i was a senior. i dont want school to start.

weird, my mom jst called and is being nice. offered to buy me clothes and if i wanted to go shopping tomorrow or something...but i rejected it cause i know we're tight on money then told me to go pick three - four more pictures from the dance photo shoot..which i really dont want to go pick.

okay this blog is long and pointless, but i just wanted to point out that i think im having issues cause all i feel like is crap and i want to shoot people and ive been feeling like this since may ?

12.25.2009

merry christmas (:

i wanna wish you a merry christmas, i wanna wish you a merry christmas, i wanna wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of my heart !
just kidding, everyone is wishing you a merry christmas, so im not.


okay, i feel bad; merry christmas (:

12.23.2009

winter break

seems really short & consists of nothing but homework, extra credit, and french project.
lame. i go out with my sister on a daily basis, but i hardly hang out with my friends. major lameness. i can't go lazer tagging or rewatch avatar cause i have dance. i feel like sat. dance kills everything. and tomorrow im going to christmas lane with the family. i want to go to disneyland D:<
i want a 365 disney pass + my fuji camera & a slr camera + a camcorder + internet on my new computer + boots + new clothes & braces (im not stupid, i want braces dang it.)
yes, i sound spoiled, but its not like im going to get it; so whats the harm in wanting it ?!
oh yeah &&i wanna cut&perm my hair. my bangs are too long D:<
GAHHHHHHHHHH !

oh and most definitely want my pointe shoes NOW (:
shannonfan, HURRY UP AND GO ON YOUR DANG CRUISE WITH TIFFANY !
THEN HURRY UP AND GET OUR SHOES NOW ! butthole !

audreytran, you failed to pack my in your suitcase ! hahaha (:

lately

ive been unsure of anything.
no bueno.

12.20.2009

R.I.P.

Brittany Murphy.


and slowly the celebs, one by one start to die.
maybe the world will end in 2012 !


anyways, watched avatar yesterday midnight.
omfg, new favorite movie !
way better then i expected !

12.12.2009

disappointed

in myself. didn't even get to the second round.

12.07.2009

pissed

lost chem book & can't find it.
step cousins that i havent seen in like ever are here.
theyre staying for three days. their loud, obnoxious and think they are everything.
there is a reason why my sister&i arnt a huge fan of them. they need to be quiet.
like turn their loudness down like five notches. seriously.

im not unbelievably scared cause its cold & its getting dark fast. and after that stupid phone call this morning at 3 in the mother fucking morning, every thing creeps me out. i get so paranoid&scared more easily. more then ever. fuck my life. if my cousins decide to make noises when i sleep tonight, im gonna go crazy, no joke.

12.06.2009

happy birthday

audrey tran (:<3