am irritated with life. i have to see&hear&deal with all the fake people, like if you dont
like me, then pretend you are my friend. that the stupidest and annoying part, but seeing
you be fake is what makes me want to shoot you.
ughhhhhhhhhhhh, so paranoid with the people i have to see. i would love
to confront ALL the people that im annoyed by, but im trying to be nice, so i wont.
i feel like lately all i have been doing is hating, ever since second semester started.
but thas cause most people change for better or words, mostly worse and the freshmens
are rude&cocky. oh life. how i wish i was a senior so much. i would kill to be one.
i dont want to waste another two years of high school. high school is suppose to be fun.
but its nothing but hate, backstabbing, and lots of shit talking. i seriously am annoyed
by so many girls that i cant control blocking them out in life.
i wish i can restart high school life at another school. i dont know why, as hard as it is,
i think going new and being that new kid at a school is pretty exciting and fun. it gives
you a reason to start over&let go of the past.
1.21.2010
i feel like complaining.
i miss 6th period english. i hate going out of my comfort zone in class.
i want rain boots by like tomorrow, im tired of my feet getting soaked.
the rain boots i want are too small cause their kids size. WHY CANT THEY MAKE IT A SIZE BIGGER, WHAT SO WRONG ABOUT THAT?! i want the hello kitty youth ones with the handles on the side. i know i sound like a pedophile, but whats so wrong about still thinking like a kid?! it has an umbrella that matches with it :D
im bored at school, i wish something would happen. and i have no idea whas going on anymore.
you said you wouldnt play games and i guess you could say its not. but why are you isolating yourself ? its so hard to talk to you now, i talk to your friends more comfortably then i talk to you. you dont wait, or im me, or talk to me anymore. were you just playing around and just plan on dropping me like that ? cause this is some bullshit. and i feel like every time i see you, i just want to avoid you now. im feeling like crap for something i have no idea whas going on. i hate not knowing wtf is happening.
akjrwkaehrawhrwejkhrwejhr awej hailing. and i want rain boots, i want them by tomorrow, so i can feel like a kid walking in puddles and erthang and not having to worry that my shoes will be soaked.
okay, im annoyed and done, bye bye.
i want rain boots by like tomorrow, im tired of my feet getting soaked.
the rain boots i want are too small cause their kids size. WHY CANT THEY MAKE IT A SIZE BIGGER, WHAT SO WRONG ABOUT THAT?! i want the hello kitty youth ones with the handles on the side. i know i sound like a pedophile, but whats so wrong about still thinking like a kid?! it has an umbrella that matches with it :D
im bored at school, i wish something would happen. and i have no idea whas going on anymore.
you said you wouldnt play games and i guess you could say its not. but why are you isolating yourself ? its so hard to talk to you now, i talk to your friends more comfortably then i talk to you. you dont wait, or im me, or talk to me anymore. were you just playing around and just plan on dropping me like that ? cause this is some bullshit. and i feel like every time i see you, i just want to avoid you now. im feeling like crap for something i have no idea whas going on. i hate not knowing wtf is happening.
akjrwkaehrawhrwejkhrwejhr awej hailing. and i want rain boots, i want them by tomorrow, so i can feel like a kid walking in puddles and erthang and not having to worry that my shoes will be soaked.
okay, im annoyed and done, bye bye.
1.15.2010
finals
are over. visited chaparral, thas a huge change.
next week is new semester&im excited (:
bye bye dance class, hello conditioning !
dance rehearsal is this sunday, dance recital is next saturday.
then finally, haircut. then think im going to dye my hair too.
then feb, perm hair&chinese new year.
this new year so far is boring. im ditching a lot of parties -___-"
i feel lazy and i dont want to go cause i dont want to socialize.
i feel like a hermit crab. i sort of wish i went to another school.
cause i would be forced to socialize. ehh, whatever.
erbdys getting tumblr&formspring ): ehh whatever.
leave me something (:
formspring.me/eelellehcim
next week is new semester&im excited (:
bye bye dance class, hello conditioning !
dance rehearsal is this sunday, dance recital is next saturday.
then finally, haircut. then think im going to dye my hair too.
then feb, perm hair&chinese new year.
this new year so far is boring. im ditching a lot of parties -___-"
i feel lazy and i dont want to go cause i dont want to socialize.
i feel like a hermit crab. i sort of wish i went to another school.
cause i would be forced to socialize. ehh, whatever.
erbdys getting tumblr&formspring ): ehh whatever.
leave me something (:
formspring.me/eelellehcim
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