personal;
dear michelle,
some day i hope to re meet the person you once were.
-michelle
social;
i wish i could meet someone similar to me, who will never get tired of me, nor will i get tired of them. think a like, into the same things as i am, just as crazy, stubborn, and understand each other. who will always be thur for me, find away to always cheer me up, etc. know what i like without me needing to tell them, who can help me out, and etc.
but hey, who am i kidding ?
no one is THAT perfect.
6.30.2010
6.29.2010
day eight; favorite internet friend !
dear internet friend,
im not sure which one of you is my favorite,
but thanks for the add on facebook or myspace, or whatever.
we may not be uber close, but thanks for being a good friend !
-michelle
im not sure which one of you is my favorite,
but thanks for the add on facebook or myspace, or whatever.
we may not be uber close, but thanks for being a good friend !
-michelle
6.28.2010
day seven, ex-boyfriend/love/crush
dear ex-(insert category here),
EVERYTHING happens for a reason, right ?
well its only high school crush/love/relationships. but i do wish you the best (=
although you may possibly drove me crazy or i might have talked about you, that was because of the previous situation. now that its over, it doesn't matter, so don't let whatever i said/done get to you. have a nice life !
-michelle
EVERYTHING happens for a reason, right ?
well its only high school crush/love/relationships. but i do wish you the best (=
although you may possibly drove me crazy or i might have talked about you, that was because of the previous situation. now that its over, it doesn't matter, so don't let whatever i said/done get to you. have a nice life !
-michelle
6.27.2010
day six; stranger !
hello thurrrr,
my name be michelle and i'll just tell you everything you possibly need to know from what everyone says (=
the word on the street is that im a b!tch&that im pmsing 24/7. im abusive and very complicated. im quite a handful&im very stubborn ! im full of flaws, so dont be too disappointed with me. oh yeah, btw, im diabetic too. mm yeah, theres not much about me, but if you are nice to be then ill be nice to you...or at least ill try. so yeah..try to get to know and if you give up, i dont blame you !
-michelle (=
my name be michelle and i'll just tell you everything you possibly need to know from what everyone says (=
the word on the street is that im a b!tch&that im pmsing 24/7. im abusive and very complicated. im quite a handful&im very stubborn ! im full of flaws, so dont be too disappointed with me. oh yeah, btw, im diabetic too. mm yeah, theres not much about me, but if you are nice to be then ill be nice to you...or at least ill try. so yeah..try to get to know and if you give up, i dont blame you !
-michelle (=
6.26.2010
day five, dreams..
oh dreams. dream big, aim high, fall among the clouds, and be happy with whatever you achieve.
big dreams that wont come true;
aiming for UCSD, but thas like a DREAM ON kind of ordeal. i want to be an event coordinator. i want to be able to making a living and support my parents&sister&myself. i want to be able to be independent and have my mom go back to taiwan where she belongs, so then it'll just be my sister&i. be successful, i want a beach house :D i want to be able to do everything i want before i die such as; road trip, travel, zip lining, donate over $500 to charity, buy a car&house, take my parents&sister and travel around, let me parents retire, etc. okay, honestly i dont know how to type out this whole letter for dreams, but i do know that i seriously have to work now. i cant mess around&give up so easily. although i do believe i wont make it far, still got to try. all these effort we put in high school is our future's result. it sucks cause i just want to give up.
blah. okay i dont know what else to put and stuff cause i dont like day 5 cause i dont know how i want to type this out.
but i definitely have my dreams. big dreams.
well bye !
-michelle
big dreams that wont come true;
aiming for UCSD, but thas like a DREAM ON kind of ordeal. i want to be an event coordinator. i want to be able to making a living and support my parents&sister&myself. i want to be able to be independent and have my mom go back to taiwan where she belongs, so then it'll just be my sister&i. be successful, i want a beach house :D i want to be able to do everything i want before i die such as; road trip, travel, zip lining, donate over $500 to charity, buy a car&house, take my parents&sister and travel around, let me parents retire, etc. okay, honestly i dont know how to type out this whole letter for dreams, but i do know that i seriously have to work now. i cant mess around&give up so easily. although i do believe i wont make it far, still got to try. all these effort we put in high school is our future's result. it sucks cause i just want to give up.
blah. okay i dont know what else to put and stuff cause i dont like day 5 cause i dont know how i want to type this out.
but i definitely have my dreams. big dreams.
well bye !
-michelle
6.25.2010
DAY FOUR; SISTER (:
dear margaret,
oh geez, what can i say ? thanks for literally being the best sister ever.
thanks for always being there for me. even if we do fight and threaten each other, you know that we break the ice eventually and just laugh about it. all our inside jokes&had to be there moments, well you know what ? NO ONE and i literally mean NO ONE will ever get it unless they were there to understand the moment. you're seriously like the greatest bestest friend/sister i can ever ask for. thank you <3 and im sorry that i took the mom&dad's attention away from you. i never meant to, if i could go back and prevent myself from having diabetes, you know i would in a heartbeat. no matter what you are always going to be my sister&i am always going to be your little sister who will always be here for you, even if you are half way around the world. plus im always here to help you with your problems(= maybe one day, our dream of mom&dad going back to taiwan, and we're out living together until one of us gets married, etc. comes true. and i hope you know; no matter what, who/what you become/are, i am proud to have you as a sister. the other people that look at you and look down and nod their heads; FUCK EM. im damn right proud to have you as a sister no matter what they say.
i love you tons, retard !
-michelle
oh geez, what can i say ? thanks for literally being the best sister ever.
thanks for always being there for me. even if we do fight and threaten each other, you know that we break the ice eventually and just laugh about it. all our inside jokes&had to be there moments, well you know what ? NO ONE and i literally mean NO ONE will ever get it unless they were there to understand the moment. you're seriously like the greatest bestest friend/sister i can ever ask for. thank you <3 and im sorry that i took the mom&dad's attention away from you. i never meant to, if i could go back and prevent myself from having diabetes, you know i would in a heartbeat. no matter what you are always going to be my sister&i am always going to be your little sister who will always be here for you, even if you are half way around the world. plus im always here to help you with your problems(= maybe one day, our dream of mom&dad going back to taiwan, and we're out living together until one of us gets married, etc. comes true. and i hope you know; no matter what, who/what you become/are, i am proud to have you as a sister. the other people that look at you and look down and nod their heads; FUCK EM. im damn right proud to have you as a sister no matter what they say.
i love you tons, retard !
-michelle
6.24.2010
day three; parents
dear mom&dad,
i just like to tell you that i know i may have my mood swings and sometimes ignore what you say, but i take everything you guys say into consideration. im sorry for wasting the money you two worked hard for. im sorry if i dont always make you proud. im sorry if you can't accept your two daughters. i know im not the smartest, most talented, or most extraordinary daughter you have, but i am trying hard for your sake. i hope you know that im growing up and that im taking on the responsibility, so you dont always have to take it for me. theres is so much i wish to tell you, but honestly, i hold it all in. why ? because im scared of the outcomes. sometimes i wish to tell you two off, but i dont cause i dont mean it. i wish you two would stop your fighting because it scares me. ever since i was small, all i remember is you two yelling like crazy. i was so scared that dad would hit you, mom. i was scared you two would divorce, i was just entirely scared out of my mind. but now, once a while you two would fight. and honestly, dad, i dont think you love mom. you care about money&i too much. once a while, you'll ask for margaret, but when mom calls back its to keep you company. do you honestly even love her? you two sometimes make me worry.
even if you two dont like each other as much and this family does fall apart in any way, which im not saying you two dont like (since im always questioning it) and we do are falling apart, i just hope you know that i love you two very much. and that im so grateful for you two, but i am sorry for all the trouble i caused. as i grow older, i hope you know; its my turn to repay you both for everything.
i love you, mommy&daddy.
-your daughter, michelle.
i just like to tell you that i know i may have my mood swings and sometimes ignore what you say, but i take everything you guys say into consideration. im sorry for wasting the money you two worked hard for. im sorry if i dont always make you proud. im sorry if you can't accept your two daughters. i know im not the smartest, most talented, or most extraordinary daughter you have, but i am trying hard for your sake. i hope you know that im growing up and that im taking on the responsibility, so you dont always have to take it for me. theres is so much i wish to tell you, but honestly, i hold it all in. why ? because im scared of the outcomes. sometimes i wish to tell you two off, but i dont cause i dont mean it. i wish you two would stop your fighting because it scares me. ever since i was small, all i remember is you two yelling like crazy. i was so scared that dad would hit you, mom. i was scared you two would divorce, i was just entirely scared out of my mind. but now, once a while you two would fight. and honestly, dad, i dont think you love mom. you care about money&i too much. once a while, you'll ask for margaret, but when mom calls back its to keep you company. do you honestly even love her? you two sometimes make me worry.
even if you two dont like each other as much and this family does fall apart in any way, which im not saying you two dont like (since im always questioning it) and we do are falling apart, i just hope you know that i love you two very much. and that im so grateful for you two, but i am sorry for all the trouble i caused. as i grow older, i hope you know; its my turn to repay you both for everything.
i love you, mommy&daddy.
-your daughter, michelle.
6.23.2010
day two, my crush.
dear crush,
i don't know who you are yet, but when i do know, i'll have many reasons why im crushing on you. its probably because you are sweet, funny, and as stubborn as i am (= just kidding, i' dont know who you are, but when i do im sure i'll have my reasons. i know i may not be perfect, yes im a bit out there, very crazy, cranky, and according to everyone; always pmsing. however i thank you for putting up with me and dealing with my complaints/breakdowns/pms days. and if someday we do end up together, i just like you to know that i like random unexpected surprises (=
-michelle
p.s. my sister will test you/approve or fail you.
i don't know who you are yet, but when i do know, i'll have many reasons why im crushing on you. its probably because you are sweet, funny, and as stubborn as i am (= just kidding, i' dont know who you are, but when i do im sure i'll have my reasons. i know i may not be perfect, yes im a bit out there, very crazy, cranky, and according to everyone; always pmsing. however i thank you for putting up with me and dealing with my complaints/breakdowns/pms days. and if someday we do end up together, i just like you to know that i like random unexpected surprises (=
-michelle
p.s. my sister will test you/approve or fail you.
6.22.2010
day one; my best friend.
i have many bestfriends, but if i wrote a letter to all my best friends, this may take like two days..so i though it be fair to just write a letter to my best friend that i've known since i was three.
dear shiny,
i remember when we were younger we literally hang out every single day. from the times we pretended to bake, playing spies, lip syncing, pretended we had the hottest/cutest boyfriends, and building club houses to the times where we slowly grew older; talking about how we would want to start a band, saying how we would get married and be at each others wedding, sleepovers, birthdays, disneyland, watching movies, and to talking about girl stuff. seeing how much you've grown over the years, makes me wish that we could hang out more because i hardly see you..correction its been like a year almost without hanging with you. i hope you're doing good, and i still can't believe it, we're growing older as the we breathe. i hope you know no matter what happens i will always be here for you.
-michelle
dear shiny,
i remember when we were younger we literally hang out every single day. from the times we pretended to bake, playing spies, lip syncing, pretended we had the hottest/cutest boyfriends, and building club houses to the times where we slowly grew older; talking about how we would want to start a band, saying how we would get married and be at each others wedding, sleepovers, birthdays, disneyland, watching movies, and to talking about girl stuff. seeing how much you've grown over the years, makes me wish that we could hang out more because i hardly see you..correction its been like a year almost without hanging with you. i hope you're doing good, and i still can't believe it, we're growing older as the we breathe. i hope you know no matter what happens i will always be here for you.
-michelle
6.21.2010
since everyone is doing it......
i shall follow the crowd (=
just kidding, i wanted to do this for a while.
30 Day Challenge on Tumblr taken to Blogspot.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
i shall start tomorrow, lets hope i remember !
just kidding, i wanted to do this for a while.
30 Day Challenge on Tumblr taken to Blogspot.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
i shall start tomorrow, lets hope i remember !
6.19.2010
im seriously
unhappy at your studio. i want to quit.
idgaflip about being the teacher assistant, teaching&getting paid, and all that.
you know why ? cause you're a flipping hypocrite. and you don't even pay me minimum wage. i should just not even teach cause the amount you pay me is the same amount of gas money my mom/sister is wasting. plus you always give guilt trips to those that don't want to attend just because they don't put your studio first. and i've stayed loyal and i always attend your crap/practice and rarely miss practice. i dont get why you have to go all asian and give me a guilt trip. its just one performance im not attending. plus you keep thinking theres stil a lot of dancers, but face it. even you know it.
five of the people are leaving, that remains the seniors&juniors. more than half the girls quit. HAIL, EVEN I WANT TO QUIT, but i won't. cause i dont have the guts to leave your studio after 8 years. yes you do piss me off, i do put up with your crap, yet you still favor&treat people like crap.
you just want to get your name out there so people would come and you would get paid even more. hail, you don't even help correct the people that are doing wrong. way to do your job.
YOU PISS ME OFF.
sorry, this is just a vent.
idgaflip about being the teacher assistant, teaching&getting paid, and all that.
you know why ? cause you're a flipping hypocrite. and you don't even pay me minimum wage. i should just not even teach cause the amount you pay me is the same amount of gas money my mom/sister is wasting. plus you always give guilt trips to those that don't want to attend just because they don't put your studio first. and i've stayed loyal and i always attend your crap/practice and rarely miss practice. i dont get why you have to go all asian and give me a guilt trip. its just one performance im not attending. plus you keep thinking theres stil a lot of dancers, but face it. even you know it.
five of the people are leaving, that remains the seniors&juniors. more than half the girls quit. HAIL, EVEN I WANT TO QUIT, but i won't. cause i dont have the guts to leave your studio after 8 years. yes you do piss me off, i do put up with your crap, yet you still favor&treat people like crap.
you just want to get your name out there so people would come and you would get paid even more. hail, you don't even help correct the people that are doing wrong. way to do your job.
YOU PISS ME OFF.
sorry, this is just a vent.
6.18.2010
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current mood;
ABERKHEKRAHERAKWHRKHKAJHERKAWR KAEBRBA EJHA EHJAW GHHUGAHRUHA UGHHHH BLAHHH !
i want to scream and i dont know why !
i want to scream and i dont know why !
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