9.02.2010

random thoughts in pc.

i believe everyone in PC should go to rcc/ldc.

when i look back on rcc, i believe it was amazing.
just now i was reading friedl's tumble post about her friends and how rcc is gonna stick til the end. i want to be able to say that, but even thought they tried to destroy cliques, theres still a lot of cliques that formed afterward.

i want to be able to say that rcc kids are the ones i can trust the most, but i am starting to feel like im falling out again. i want to believe that they are always going to be there because yeah, some are.
but im scared to say they will be there when i need them because im starting to feel like they wont be there.
they will only be there for those within their cliques.

i know im probably most likely 80% wrong, but i am scared that i will lose them.

i hate how im such a hypocrite.