everyone seems to be moving forward, thinking about their future and planning everything.
i know its the right thing to do, and i should be doing the same...but im not.
yeah, thats kinda bad, but i really dont know what i want to take&do with my life.
course i wanna go to college and be successful and stuff, but i still dont know.
not just classes, but with friends and outside of school too.
i just feel like im stuck in the past and i won't move any further.
i've been thinking a lot lately, wondering all the what ifs, thinking about those old days, missing the memories, and wishing for parts of it back.
i wish i can control time and take a time period and make it present and just stick with it for a while.
high school is flying by fast&slow. im not ready for it. i need some time.
i miss my friendships in 8th grade, miss the good times in march, spring break, and christmas&new years.
i wish every good moment i had, i was able to relive it anytime i wish.
i wish i could stop time and just lay down on the grass on a sunny/cloudy blue sky day&just think for hours.
why won't you be my blue skies,
wo i can be your sunshine,
you'll be my horizon,
i'll come to you everynight,
i want you to be my moonlight,
i will be your night-time (:
forever yours - manny x
-michelle
