day 15; someone you miss the most

would it be bad if i said that i dont miss anyone ?
would it be heartless to say that i dont really miss my dad, who i havent seen in a year ?

im not quite sure what missing someone really feels like.
i may say it, but it doesnt mean i honestly do.
i never really attached myself to anyone enough to really understand that it feels like.


i know, im heartless.

day 14 — someone you’ve drifted away from..

but, i've drifted away from a lot of people.

everything happens for a reason. those that i've drifted away from, i am sure are all doing well. eventually sometime in life, those that drifted away from, will make it back into my life. and if they don't, then there are reasons, but im not saying i dont care about them cause i do. im just saying it happens for a reason. wish them the best as life continues on. you know im always going to be here if you ever need someone to talk to !

-michelle

day 13; someone you wish could forgive you

yeah, like holly dong's.
dear future college that will be reading my crap grades, gpa, SAT test scores, and my lame essay.
yeah...have sympathy and just accept me (= i know im probably a fail at your school, but i wont give up that easily. (or maybe i probably will) either ways, im sorry for the fails -_____-"

just accept it. im competing with the other 397492374987239472947923749823 smartasses, but lets face it, not everyone is smart like them and i am definitely not one of them. but what are you going to do ? shun all those people out just cause they dont qualify ? well im sorry but i think thats a stupid system. yet why am i still applying ? oh right, cause every person has their reasons for going to college and whether they are smart or not, they are fighting for something bigger than you would expect.

-michelle