7.03.2010

day 12; the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

lettuce see, i dont hate anyone in particular.
caused my a lot of pain ?
well, no one caused me that much of pain.
just made me realized how stupid i was.

like kanye said;
what dont kill me can only make me stronger.

7.02.2010

day 11; a deceased person you wish you could talk to

dear grandpa,
i wish i took the advantage of talking to you more when we visited you in taiwan.
now that you are gone, i'm sorry i never took the advantage. but i remember that when we talked or hung out, i always had fun ! now when i go back to visit grandma, it wont be the same anymore...i miss you. but i know you're in a better place now, watching over everyone. i love you<3

-michelle

7.01.2010

day ten; someone i dont talk to as much but i would like to..

thas a few people, but i'll let everything just fall into place.

things i wish i can tell people;

i had a crush on you before and i still do but on and off. right now, its off.

thanks for being such a good friend, although we dont talk as much and your off with making sure your future is bright, i hope you know even if you do fall a bit, you'll still be as successful as you wish to be.

you pretend you dont know anything, but deep down, you know what you did. i hope as you grow older, you change that&&understand what you did was wrong. not just me either. and damn it, wheres my apology ?

hi, so how have you been ? we dont talk anymore ! we still need to go to disneyland (=

so what happened to you ? you stopped talking to my sister. i thought you two were best friends. you flake on my sister&&you put your roommates first, but you need to understand that my sister has always been there for you, so how come you arnt there for her ? thats why she stopped putting the effort to be your friend. i hope you have a good birthday.

best friend, i miss you oh so very much, i hope your doing well !

dad, i love you and im sorry i dont talk to you often.

so what happened to you ? we were like really good friends && once high school started, you literally just stopped talking to me. you have new friends, but you dont even bother talking to me.


i hate putting effort into a friend and they dont bother to do the same. it sucks&&its just a waste.