remember how you asked if i felt awkward ?

i lied, i do feel beyond awkward.
but i want you to be happy.

no matter

how hard i try, its never good enough.

currently

sick. i feel like crap&i feel like im about to die.
i hate this feeling. and it's spring break.

yays; getting permit on wed, no school, going shopping, hanging with friends, tournament (:

nays; finish reading book 2 of pride and prejudice, chem homework, math extra credit.


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