i feel like complaining.

i miss 6th period english. i hate going out of my comfort zone in class.
i want rain boots by like tomorrow, im tired of my feet getting soaked.
the rain boots i want are too small cause their kids size. WHY CANT THEY MAKE IT A SIZE BIGGER, WHAT SO WRONG ABOUT THAT?! i want the hello kitty youth ones with the handles on the side. i know i sound like a pedophile, but whats so wrong about still thinking like a kid?! it has an umbrella that matches with it :D

im bored at school, i wish something would happen. and i have no idea whas going on anymore.
you said you wouldnt play games and i guess you could say its not. but why are you isolating yourself ? its so hard to talk to you now, i talk to your friends more comfortably then i talk to you. you dont wait, or im me, or talk to me anymore. were you just playing around and just plan on dropping me like that ? cause this is some bullshit. and i feel like every time i see you, i just want to avoid you now. im feeling like crap for something i have no idea whas going on. i hate not knowing wtf is happening.

akjrwkaehrawhrwejkhrwejhr awej hailing. and i want rain boots, i want them by tomorrow, so i can feel like a kid walking in puddles and erthang and not having to worry that my shoes will be soaked.

okay, im annoyed and done, bye bye.

finals

are over. visited chaparral, thas a huge change.
next week is new semester&im excited (:
bye bye dance class, hello conditioning !
dance rehearsal is this sunday, dance recital is next saturday.
then finally, haircut. then think im going to dye my hair too.
then feb, perm hair&chinese new year.

this new year so far is boring. im ditching a lot of parties -___-"
i feel lazy and i dont want to go cause i dont want to socialize.
i feel like a hermit crab. i sort of wish i went to another school.
cause i would be forced to socialize. ehh, whatever.
erbdys getting tumblr&formspring ): ehh whatever.

leave me something (:
formspring.me/eelellehcim

2009.

lets see, thinking back to 2009. going through all the pictures.
second semester of freshmen year. condition, homework, friends, dance.
sister's 22nd birthday. went to sadies. hung out with friends. a lot of crap happened. feeling like crap a lot. finished school, turned 15, lots of open gym&summer school. counting down to get permit. disneyland. school started. posterpaint, homecoming, halloween, more stuff. thanksgiving. new moon. bored. hung out with my sister&her friends alot. crap happened. lost a friend. kogi truck with shannon. hmm, miss teen taiwan; shannon fan. dance recital. apple bees. got tipsy. sister's friend's kickpack&party. went snowbaording. christmas (: up !<3 the cb&rihanna crap. mj died ): etc.
a lot happened this year. it either made me stronger or broke me down and i think it got it both.
i see even more now, i grew up. i think more and i worry even more. as much as i disliked this year. im also going to miss it. and yes time does fly, but everything happens for a reason. and you know what, its time to move on and just remember 2009 as a good year even if crap happened. 2010 im ready for you. time to make new year resolution !
and get ready to head out to party.
peace (: