12.07.2009

pissed

lost chem book & can't find it.
step cousins that i havent seen in like ever are here.
theyre staying for three days. their loud, obnoxious and think they are everything.
there is a reason why my sister&i arnt a huge fan of them. they need to be quiet.
like turn their loudness down like five notches. seriously.

im not unbelievably scared cause its cold & its getting dark fast. and after that stupid phone call this morning at 3 in the mother fucking morning, every thing creeps me out. i get so paranoid&scared more easily. more then ever. fuck my life. if my cousins decide to make noises when i sleep tonight, im gonna go crazy, no joke.

12.06.2009

happy birthday

audrey tran (:<3

11.30.2009

no lie

i feel like an outcast everywhere i go.
i dont think, correction i know i dont belong.
14 more days til test for permit. six months&14 days til` license.
im waiting. rushing. time need to pass by faster.