i'm scared to death.
jersey - mayday parade
i miss disneyland uber much.
lets go !
reminder for myself;
100 pounds.
photo contest.
english honors work.
pass bio.
tan.
beach&bonfire x3.
disneyland x2.
knotts.
haircut.
become more flexible.
make birdies.
owe jung, sam, and my sister dinner if im still alive
past 2012.
watch my sisters keeper&the ugly truth.
santa monica.
go shopping shopping.
become determine¬ give up so easily.
stop thinking so much.
stop thinking so negatively.
stop cursing so much.
you know what sucks?!
its when your down and people put
you down even more cause its fun/funny.
i know i do that to some people, but to an extent.
i hate how my tolerance is dropping by the
hour, im getting so annoyed and mad easily,
getting upset&worrying&stressing over nothing
or over something in less than a heartbeat, getting
so jealous/envious of people, feeling so out of place,
that i feel like im being used, feeling left out than
having a friend be all cool cool with me cause they
probably want/need something from me, wanting
to achieve but being lazy, getting fat, not being as
determined as i use to be, giving up so easily, not
knowing who my friends are, and more importantly
loosing myself.
it's late, i wasted a night attempting to study for bio.
that was a major fail. what a waste of a perfectly
good open gym time. i hate feeling disappointed.
i need to start running again -____x fatty.
i hate summer school, i hate that 30 minute break.
its official overall my whole summer, i look forward
to only going to dance class&open gym, cause i dont
need to talk/think so much.
i really need to get away from diamond bar.
mm sort of a long blog. sort of sad/depressing...
oh well, get over it.
night.
jersey - mayday parade
i miss disneyland uber much.
lets go !
reminder for myself;
100 pounds.
photo contest.
english honors work.
pass bio.
tan.
beach&bonfire x3.
disneyland x2.
knotts.
haircut.
become more flexible.
make birdies.
owe jung, sam, and my sister dinner if im still alive
past 2012.
watch my sisters keeper&the ugly truth.
santa monica.
go shopping shopping.
become determine¬ give up so easily.
stop thinking so much.
stop thinking so negatively.
stop cursing so much.
you know what sucks?!
its when your down and people put
you down even more cause its fun/funny.
i know i do that to some people, but to an extent.
i hate how my tolerance is dropping by the
hour, im getting so annoyed and mad easily,
getting upset&worrying&stressing over nothing
or over something in less than a heartbeat, getting
so jealous/envious of people, feeling so out of place,
that i feel like im being used, feeling left out than
having a friend be all cool cool with me cause they
probably want/need something from me, wanting
to achieve but being lazy, getting fat, not being as
determined as i use to be, giving up so easily, not
knowing who my friends are, and more importantly
loosing myself.
it's late, i wasted a night attempting to study for bio.
that was a major fail. what a waste of a perfectly
good open gym time. i hate feeling disappointed.
i need to start running again -____x fatty.
i hate summer school, i hate that 30 minute break.
its official overall my whole summer, i look forward
to only going to dance class&open gym, cause i dont
need to talk/think so much.
i really need to get away from diamond bar.
mm sort of a long blog. sort of sad/depressing...
oh well, get over it.
night.
