5.23.2009

good

day ;)
hahahahahahahahaha !
went to william's today to work on
project ! ohmygosh, william's house
is the bombbbbbbbbbbbb !
freaking ay, i wanna live in a freakin
loft ! freaking awesome ! cameron
and naoki came around 12, than thats
when everything funny happened xP
oh man, these three boys seriously made
my day :P left around 2:30 to go to dance,
than went back around six ishhh. freakin
butt holes got robeks without me -___-
stayed and left around 9:30 ?

so basically at william's, we ate, took pictures,
record, crap load of bloopers, laughed, i played
restaurant city (:, they went to robeks, watched
movie ?, watch lakers game, walked to choice burger
and left for corner pizza?, climbed a ladder for the
stupid balcony scene -____-, freaked out cause i couldnt
get back down ><, and so much more. oh mann, today
was beyond fun (:

now im home&im tired xP

i can't wait til william finishes editing, i finish writing
the essay, ap br, taking finals, turn in project, finish
reading record, and all that wonderful junk !
than i'll go watch up! to celebrate (: hahaha ! comes out
this fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

good day, good day [: !


-michellelee !

5.20.2009

i seriously

think im losing it.

elections

are whatever.
didn't expect to win anyways.
congrats to the one that did.

everything is starting to annoy me.
theres so much to say to everyone, yet
im holding it all in. i'll probably just end
up hurting someones feelings if i did.
and im starting to not give a damn about
if i do hurt feelings.

im sick of your lovey dovey caring crap.
your getting annoying. im sick of you stalking
and asking everyone questions. stop backstabbing
and talking crap about me and my friends. what
happened to our promise of sticking together.
i tried to include myself, but you guys really just
put me out a lot, so i stopped trying. i hate you.
you confuse me too much. eff you, i can't live
up to your expectations, their too high, im not
asian enough nor smart enough to be where you
want me to be. your effing retarded for being
so anal about me talking to my friends during class.

eff this, im sick of this place. i want to move.
start completely new. i want to forget the past
because that all i can seem to ever think about.
i hate this, i miss how things use to be way too much.

the only reason people hold onto memories so tight
for so long, is because memories are the only things
that don't change when everything else does.